Its been ten years
Its been ten years today that my older cousin Mathew died. He was in the car with a few of his friends on the way back from a restraunt, His friend asked him to trade seats with him so he could sit next to his girlfriend and he did, so he was sitting in a middle seat, of van. The car hit black ice, and the driver couldnt take back control of the car. The car hit a light post, and it went straight down the car killing my cousin, and one ohter kid. When my aunt and uncle got to the hostital he was gone. I remember coming up to Canada for the funeral I was 7, and was all tears, I remeber my Unlce Greg telling us when he built the casket every tear he had he outlined it with pencil. After the Funeral we drove to have lunch, I remeber crying while i was sitting next to my dad and step mom. I cant even think of memorys with him, It makes my heart ache and turn. I think we went to the lake as a family and i tried pushing him in but he pushed me in. Every christmas my Aunt Dorthey doesnt know if she should put up his stocking or not. I dont know what else to write, I wish i had more memorys, i wish i had a picture.
But i know you were amazing, I will infrom my little brother about you, oh how he would of looked up to you, and adored you.
